Friday, 22 February 2013

Same old thing

I'm starting to adjust.  It's still difficult some days.  Most people work and so the days can be long and boring.  It was different when I had little ones at home.  They kept me busy and there were things we could do and places to go.  I have in a sense more free time than I would like.  I have great intentions of my house being the neatest in town but that quite frankly is a huge understatement!  The more I look around the more overwhelmed I feel.  It's not too bad to keep up with the basics but the extras!  That's what kills me!  I also need someone here to inspire me. lol  I kind of feel like a factory worker who works on an assembly line.  Doing the same old thing day in and day out.  Dishes, laundry, vacuum, cook.  Dishes, laundry, vacuum, cook.  I try to feel joy and excitement in it, but I just can't.  It's so utterly boring!  I think it doesn't help that it's winter.  I can't wait for summer! 

This blog wasn't meant to be about complaining about housework. It's supposed to let you know how much of a life adjustment it is.  And it doesn't happen overnight that you become accustomed to it.  Hockey life is winding down and then I wonder...what will fill my evenings then?  Will they be as boring as my mornings and afternoons?  It's gonna make for a REALLY long day then.  How do I stay inspired?

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