Monday, 24 November 2014
It's been two years. I hear support from the ones who are close to me. Even from some who are more like aquaintences. But to hear when people question why and how and what you are doing... is tough. And it's not to me but to others. I honestly think gossip is the toughest thing to swallow. So please consider your words before you speak. And be careful little ears what you hear. Being on the receiving end is supporting it just the same. That's it. Short and sweet and to the point. Lecture over. Thanks for listening. 😉
Saturday, 15 November 2014
I'm tired. Tired of fighting for every bit of help. I had my MRI almost 2 months ago. I've been having issues, some of which have dissipated in the last 4 weeks, some that have gotten worse. I've called the clinic. Spoke to the nurses. They've left notes for the doctor. But 2 months later I still don't know the results. I still am not getting any help for the upper body numbness, tingling, and itchy sensation. In a weird way I'm thankful it's completely numb now so it doesn't hurt and itch. But why should I have to be grateful for that? I don't know if the meds are working because there is no report yet. I don't know who to blame. A doctor with over 700 patients is definitely overloaded. But I still matter. So who is here to help me?