Monday, 1 June 2015
I want my normal back. I want to be able to not have 5000 things to do. I want the energy to catch up on everything. Most moms feel this way. Like there aren't enough hours in the day. I have hours but not the energy to keep going. I break after every hour. Not even consciously anymore. I just do it cause it feels like I should. If I don't I will pay for it tomorrow or the next day. I want to be productive. I want to be the person who gets it all done. I wanted to make pies, cut rhubarb, do laundry, and vacuum the living room this afternoon. What I actually did was, start laundry, cook bought pizza and load the dishwasher. Yay me.