Monday 4 November 2013

Broken

Through it all I've never been broken until now.  Broken before the Lord.  Sorry that I've cut him out.  Trying to fill life with stuff.  Hockey, Facebook, coffee.  If I was busy I never had to really deal with it.  Mad, confused.  Looking for meaning, purpose.  Trying to figure things out on my own.  Yes I've had high moments, but that's all they were.  Moments.  Knowing what I should be doing.  How I should be feeling and acting, but never really making God the center.  It kind of feels like I'm starting all over.  But this time I'm gonna let God help me.  So I'm asking you to pray for me while attempt this journey a second time.  The right way.

4 comments:

  1. I'm very encouraged by your post, Charis. I have made that mistake more than once in my life too. Praying for you on your journey, that you'll be able to lean fully on God, and find the strength and peace that can only come from Him. :)
    ~Cheryl

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  2. Thanks for opening your heart Charis. Praying always.

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  3. I don't usually respond to posts just because I don't know what to say. But thank you. I do appreciate the responses and they are encouraging to me!

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