Monday, 4 November 2013
Through it all I've never been broken until now. Broken before the Lord. Sorry that I've cut him out. Trying to fill life with stuff. Hockey, Facebook, coffee. If I was busy I never had to really deal with it. Mad, confused. Looking for meaning, purpose. Trying to figure things out on my own. Yes I've had high moments, but that's all they were. Moments. Knowing what I should be doing. How I should be feeling and acting, but never really making God the center. It kind of feels like I'm starting all over. But this time I'm gonna let God help me. So I'm asking you to pray for me while attempt this journey a second time. The right way.