I'm starting to adjust. It's still difficult some days. Most people work and so the days can be long and boring. It was different when I had little ones at home. They kept me busy and there were things we could do and places to go. I have in a sense more free time than I would like. I have great intentions of my house being the neatest in town but that quite frankly is a huge understatement! The more I look around the more overwhelmed I feel. It's not too bad to keep up with the basics but the extras! That's what kills me! I also need someone here to inspire me. lol I kind of feel like a factory worker who works on an assembly line. Doing the same old thing day in and day out. Dishes, laundry, vacuum, cook. Dishes, laundry, vacuum, cook. I try to feel joy and excitement in it, but I just can't. It's so utterly boring! I think it doesn't help that it's winter. I can't wait for summer!
This blog wasn't meant to be about complaining about housework. It's supposed to let you know how much of a life adjustment it is. And it doesn't happen overnight that you become accustomed to it. Hockey life is winding down and then I wonder...what will fill my evenings then? Will they be as boring as my mornings and afternoons? It's gonna make for a REALLY long day then. How do I stay inspired?
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